What was I thinking... ??

What was I thinking.. ??? What was I thinking? I hold on so much; what was I thinking? I thought that if I made excuses then the lies weren’t true.. I thought that I was done.. I thought that I was through.. What was I thinking??  Minding my own business and out of the blue, there was you! What was I thinking, thinking that my dream had come true… I wasn’t thinking & it seems that love can do that to you!