I'm Black and I'm proud!

I wish I was more like you

Dear feelings,
I wish I could be more like you. Without doubt and sure that you belong where you have been placed. Without fear and just guided by the truth you embody. Feelings, I wish I could have the courage as you do.. To not think and just be because in the end a feeling can only be manifest in itself and never controlled.. Feelings, I adore you but envy you all at the same time because im sure that if I could grasp your concept I wouldn't feel like this :/... Or like this :( or do this :'( more than I do that :-D.... However, feeling I enjoy you either way... I wish I could be more like you though. I guess then I would have the courage to say I want to be selfishly involved and hopelessly in love.. I want to say fck what you think and have what you really want.. Come for who you really want and fck time.. There is no such thing as bad timing because time exist and it is in it rightful place at all times.. I could leave you feeling but I will only be running away something that will always be there.. I wish I was more like you.. Courages enough to demand that this feeling can be manifasted only if you let it but since you cant but really you won't.. I'll wait because like the feeling im not going anywhere; I cant...

Just for being you...

"When I need attention I tend to nag, I'm a host of imperfection & you see past all that, I'm a peasant by some standards but in your eyes I'm a Queen, you see potential in all my flaws and that's exactly what I mean..." 

Its funny because I am expressive like this and he is opposite but somehow can make me feel amazing ... I'm Simple.... I don't need a fancy restaurant as a date; Id rather my favorite place; Fridays or Logans with some good drinks.. I don't need to be taken to the Ballet.. Lets go watch a movie or walk on the beach... people spend so much time trying to impress me... Its not the things you have, its about the feeling you give me... I don't need a FB post (although its super cute); a random card or note will do... Or an I miss you just because you are you.... 

However, I digress, this is my way of saying Thank you for being you....

Be with someone who is proud of you!

I dream to keep you up, Your strengths and accomplishments do not go unnoticed & I only want whats best for you. I support you fully; I'm your biggest fan. I will always be there to pick you up when your down and I promise never kick while you're down or even while you are up... :p