It is said that there is no time limit on what you know… you
know when you know right? The last few weeks of my life has been filled with
laughs & cries, smiles and frowns, ups and downs and plenty of worry…it’s a
bit much, but I’m still smiling. I will soon be 27yo and I am unsure of where
my life will head. Positive of my goal but unsure as to how I will reach it. As
if I am not already an indecisive person, the one woman I can always call on to
guide and pray for me, my heart, my life, has left me & now I am lost. The
upside though is that all of this is forcing me to make decisions and “tighten
up”…. A lot of people around me have found their niche and have been successful
in reaching their goals and then there is me… ha... a lot of reason why I am
single… I don’t want anyone taking care of me or visa versa; I want a partner. I
really don’t know what I am trying to express today but there is something… I
guess for every bad thing a good thing comes. My good thing I believe I have to
take with a grain of salt… but there is definitely a good thing there… When I would call my granny, I never had to
tell her anything. She would just start talking to me about whatever I was
thinking or doing… She knew me like that; she knew everything... My Angel… But
Grandma what do I do now?
Rest in Peace… 5-15-1938 to 05-12-2012
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